LLLLLovvvvvve LOve LoVe it's all about LoVe

That is right people I said it. And i am going to say more. It is all about Love. ministries doctrines missions desires accomplishments none of it matter with out love. It's noise. If there is a sound that I want to make in this life it is that of untainted unreserved love, sacrificial, sometimes undeserved, fearless selfless.I am not saying this from some high twittly place that will pass in a moment of turmoil. I am saying this from a place of acknowledgement of the heart of my Father.A while ago at a very intense time of my life someone said something to me that really affected me .Made me feel like I was a mindless airhead for being passionate. At that time I was in such a intense time with the Lord where i was laying my isaac down so to say. Words fall short to tell of His beauty and the passion he was taking me through,at that time the Lord said of our relationship that I wear my night-gown with him.My heart had never felt so alive even though the heartache was so painful i cried out to him how will i make it ya know, and when this person said what they did i let it shut some things down in me . So here. I step out and I say LOVE loVE LoVE it's all about LOve love LoVE do you see me singing it as i leave walking down the hallway? I hope to be singing it the rest of my life....

Happy Thanksgiving Day!

Thanksgiving day this year with in-laws! Last year with my family, and Christmas was with the in-laws. that was really hard for me because the only other time that i had really met adams family was at our wedding with them living in ohio. and i had never been away from my family for christmas before ever! That is the holiday my family doesnt seem to eat and run for so much ya know.this thanksgiving eas nice we all went on a walk with adams cousins and his aunt and that was quality. i loved it. a dog was jumping and hopping like a deer and cracked us all up! and we through twigs over thebridge and raced them awesome totally awesome! simple yeah but light hearted and fun and together you know! eden is currently making everyone laugh makinng sounds i have never heard her make before that girl amazes me my special gift! so much joy from such a small being she makes me smile on the worst of days when there seems to be nothing else worth it! Happy Thanksgiving ! I love you

Transitional Mode

Here we are in Austin. Sort've. We ended up being blessed with a house in Bloomin Prairie, 2o minutes plus north of Austin. This will be a temporary location until we purchase a house in Austin. We've talked about wintering in B.Prairie, but i would really prefer this puppy pulling at my leg and barking in my ear called transition to be quiet and go home! I'm trieing to get my bearings and it's a little harder to do now but I know there is something good in it. I just need to be patient and enjoy my God! Family is doing great as I type Eden is rolling all over the place cooing up a storm playing with her lady bug or eating it... She pretty much did the army crawl thing monday night and has been getting stronger at cordinating her desire to travel with her mobility skills! She places me in awe.And is a constant source of my giving glory to God! My husband to ther is something so gentle about him, in his smile ,in his heart felt laughs he's lovely :) On another note we went to Blaine to Doug Stanton meetings and we went asking for a breakthrough and we got it ! God is faithful and so loveing! He answered alot of questions and dealt with somethings tht were tormenting, i was very broken and shut down on the inside. when i danced or tried to dance it wasnt there. in my brokeness he is always there using it to bring me further into him. his ways are deffinately higher than my ways even though fluffy pillows made of decadent clouds sometimes are appealing i wouldnt trade the battles won or lost for the fluff david said i wont take the field unless it costs me something. the man had wisdom.

Battle wounds & Glory